What happens if I fail? What happens if I become unhappy again? I understand that I am not perfect and may not succeed at being the best PR person in my profession, but I have come to the understanding that all I can do is try my best.
It makes me think about all the people who are in a profession and fear the outcome of their day to day lives. Are they happy? Do they live filled with regret? Are we just programmed to see what comes out of our decisions and left to settle? I am a week away from finding out I guess. My first week back will be an adjustment. My second week, I will begin to settle in the process. I expect that in weeks three and four, I'll have made my decision on how the next 11 months left of this contract will go. By then, people will have formed their opinions of me, and I will have formed a true opinion about the consequences of the actions I have chosen to make.
Lady you never know what it's going to be like when you walk into the door as an employee for the first time. That is part of the thrill (and the fear). The best thing you can do for you is put behind your last negative (and completely unfounded) experience and treat it like the professional you are. You will succeed and I can't wait to hear more about it!!!
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